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10 (okay, 7) Things My Character Would/Could Apologise For...

(Guesses as to identity welcome!)

I'm sorry I wasn't better for you. Wasn't enough. Once upon a time, thought I could be. Thought I was. Maybe I just didn't try hard enough.
Pretty sure I let you down. Pretty sure it's at least partially my fault, even though the idea makes me feel sick to the stomach. Maybe she was right: maybe I wasn't there for you enough.
Know I disappointed you. Still do, probably. I'm sorry about that. There's so much pressure... but that's not the point, is it?
Not sure that what I did was wrong... but I'm sorry it went that way, in the end. Once upon a time, it was at least a little different. It could have stayed that way.
I am sorry. Not sure it was my greatest moment. Not sure I'd make the same decision, now. But it's what I did. Can't change it, now. Got to live with it forever.
You're right: I didn't trust you. You frightened me. I'm trying to get over it, but it's hard. The more people examine my past, the worse I feel about my record. But I tried so hard. It's not enough.
Yes, I let my emotions get the better of me. Yes, it was stupid. Can you understand where it came from? Not that it matters. Let me be plain: I was wrong. I caused you problems. I fucked up.