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{{Log
| cast = Lilah, Ulyana
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|involves=High Reaches Weyr
| summary = Ulyana meets Lilah.  More questions are asked than answered - and none of the questions asked are answered.
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|type=Log
| gamedate = 2014.08.12
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| who = H'kon, Azaylia
| icdate = Day 6, month 7, turn 35 of Interval 10.  
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| where = Arekoth's Ledge, High Reaches Weyr
| quote = "Perhaps she convinced herself she was ready."
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| what = H'kon has a few questions. Azaylia answers them as best she can despite past ''issues''.
| location = Records Room, Fort Weyr
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| when = Day 23, Month 4, Turn 31
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|day=23
| mentions =
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|month=4
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|turn=31
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|IP=Interval
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|IP2=10
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| gamedate = 2013.03.22
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| quote = "And I do not know what it is you've done that needs apologising to me."
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| categories = Divided Leadership
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| mentions = Aishani
 
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| log = It's just another busy afternoon for Ulyana. If it's not helping with some of the ledgers, it's helping to copy records; if it's not copying records, it's filing. It's the latter that she's engaged in at the moment, with a stack of scrolls and books on a nearby table just waiting for her to put them away. She has to stretch for some of them - and some will require a ladder - but she's at the task dutifully, lost in the work and momentarily oblivious to the world while she puts things to rights. Every now and again, she stops and pulls something down to add to the stack - clearly something that's been misplaced - but, for the most part, she's a little machine, this former Candidate-that-shouldn't-have-been. Back and forth; back and forth.
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| icons = h'kon justhisface.jpg, azaylia hm.jpg
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| log = Arekoth's Ledge, High Reaches Weyr
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Narrow at first and then widening, this ledge unfurls like a tongue from the mouth of the weyr. Medium to large, it could likely hold one bronze or perhaps two smaller dragons. Unremarkable, the pockmarked surface is smooth in places and ruggedly chipped away in others. Within the holes and crevasses, mold is beginning to grow, safe there from things that scrape over the surface of the rock and showing the rather shadowed nature of this low-set ledge.
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It is another busy afternoon for Lilah as well, though the majority of her morning and afternoon has been taken up with drills and duties outside of the Weyr. Her knot still designating her as just a goldrider rather than a weyrwoman, her duties do not tend to be record related. Yet still, the young woman is striding into the records room at the moment, tugging gloves from her fingers rather than giving her attention to those around her. It seems practiced, a way to ignore those that may stop and watch her or those that murmur whispered rumors to their companions. She stops at that table of scrolls and books, a title apparently catching her attention given that she moves one scroll softly to peer at whatever is underneath.
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Dragon> To Hraedhyth, Arekoth's almost formal, << Hraedhyth, >> comes late in the evening, after the main supper hour. << We're on our ledge. >> There's a brief passing-along of imagery, that ledge, the one that is pockmarked, the one that the brown knows the gold and hers know. << Will you come? >> almost sounds like H'kon's voice, let alone his words.
  
The arrival of another is not enough to cause Ulyana to look. It's only when she turns to retrieve a few more books that she spots potential interference with her duties. She pauses, forehead furrowed and mouth pressed into a bloodless line. There's a moment, two, perhaps two too many, before she intones, "Are you looking for something in particular?" Dutiful, yes, but there's an odd flatness to her tone; a natural affect. Nothing further is said; nothing further probably needs to be. The titles are a strange lot, though, if the goldrider digs deeper, she'll find plenty of old clutching and flight records among the other, seemingly unrelated titles that have been collected. While she awaits an answer, the girl goes to retrieve a few of the books, with a sidelong look spared for whatever one she perceives as having caught the goldrider's eye.
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Dragon> To Arekoth, Hraedhyth lacks formality, savage howl whistling past thundering drums, << Arekoth. >> Primal joy is felt as she barrels through the air, earthier dragon still sick of the ground after so much time stuck on the sands. << You are? >> Mad cackling from her ranks, shocked that he's on his ledge. Shocked! Amusement is snuffed even as flames remain, roused by his, ''their'', request. Drumstrikes are heavy with suspicion, << Why. >> With no trace of her own lifemate's awareness.
  
The one that seems to have caught Lilah's eye is morbid, at best. It is a detailed collection of deaths within the Weyr, collected by various Weyrhealers to preserve how certain injuries and illnesses were treated and spread. It's easy to tell that it has caught her eye, since she picks it up rather than letting Ulyana refile it, though she does look briefly through the rest of the records. "Just this," the goldrider answers simply, her gaze lifting to the girl with a quick slip of dark eyes over her in an almost habitual study. It's when she finds that makeshift knot that the redhead reacts--well, not /reacts/, but she certainly stills in quick tension, her gaze narrowing as it settles more fully on Ulyana. Quietly, she follows and it seems as if she does just to add without raising her voice, "There isn't an answer in any of those."
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Dragon> << Questions. >> All Hraedhyth's drums, all her hoards, are left to dissipate on their own. The brown has no imagery for this moment, just a vocal tone that is once again purely his. << Sometimes he gets ones that even ''I'' can't answer. >> (Arekoth to Hraedhyth)
  
"I see." Ulyana's head tilts at an avian-like angle for just a moment. "I enjoyed that one," she admits, with a shallow tip of her chin toward the book that Lilah takes up. "There are a few others like it over there. I can show you, if you would like." She picks up the armload of records and is just on her way to put them with the rest when the goldrider's reaction registers. The young woman doesn't stop in her duty, nor does she slow; when the words come, they're met with a half-turn and a dead expression. A slow blink follows and her mouth contorts just slightly to one side. "No. There are no answers." The collection of scrolls are held to her chest absently, as if she were loath to put them down randomly for the sake of conversation. Her tone is certain; her voice remains flat. "I suspect that is only because you have not written them."
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Dragon> To Arekoth, Hraedhyth's jaws part in a snarl, hackles raised and ready to deliver what would have been a satisfying blow. Instead, she's held at bay by the smokey, floral scent which has wound its way into their conversation. Finally, << We come. >> Stubborn contralto and whispery soprano speak as one.
  
Lilah does not take advantage of the girl's offer, shaking her head simply in answer as she tucks the book under her arm. The wince, the set of the jaw that comes after? That, at least, doesn't seem to be for Ulyana where there is a moment where the goldrider's attention is turned inward. To the ex-Candidate, she replies with an ease that seems to belie the subject, "When I have the answer, I will be sure to record it. But, if you are looking to me for answers, you may be waiting for a while when even the dragonhealers and older riders--." She lifts a hand in a gesture to finish her sentence, a helpless little wave of fingers.
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The promise is acknowledged only with a repeated image of the ledge, and the faintest hint of a winter's cold. On that ledge, Arekoth has gathered himself off into a corner, halfway into his couch, to provide ample landing space, hide shining with fresh oil. H'kon is near him, that little stool, present from Azaylia, a bit back of him, the sleeves of his sweater rolled to his elbows, hands equally shiny, and probably even softened by his recent task. Both are clearly waiting.
  
"I will understand if she was just playing pretend at being a mother." Ulyana keeps her gaze squarely on Lilah all the while, unblinking and inscrutable and strange. There's only a faint shift and slide of her expression at the wince and seizing of the other woman's jaw; confusion more than anything else. It settles out swiftly. She turns to more fully face the goldrider, either fearless or stupid - or plainly uncaring. "No gold has risen and failed to clutch," she intones. "They either rise and clutch or do not rise. If there are records that state otherwise, I would like very much to see them. Until then, the answers are yours and hers alone."
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Hraedhyth isn't subtle. Period. Even less so about having to drop from the heights above High Reaches Weyr in order to retrieve her rider. It doesn't take long until tawny gold is launching back into the air and landing with a heavy, purposeful WHUMP on their ledge. Her eyes are on both brown and his rider, all too reminiscent of her mood when guarding her eggs. Azaylia hop-slides down from the massive gold, hands smoothing her dress back down with little care thanks to her usual leggings. The goldrider's gaze shifts from Arekoth to H'kon, standing with only a little distance between her and Hraedhyth, and a lot between them. She changes that with a step, and then stops. She tries for a neutral expression, but there's a downwards pull at the edges of her lips, eyes just wide enough for it to be unnatural. She waits.
  
It is clear that Ulyana's suggestion takes Lilah by surprise. At least, it is a new one that she hasn't heard before, it seems. And for all that, her reaction is only the lift of her brows curving upwards and the brief moment where her lips part before they close on whatever her first thought is. Instead, the goldrider takes a moment to watch the ex-Candidate and consider her words, tipping her head slightly. "It's true that I haven't found any records of a gold doing it," she agrees. "Plenty of records of /greens/, but besides working on the theory that my dragon is just a funnily colored green... She wasn't playing, --" a pause as her dark gaze searches Ulyana's for a name. "That much I /do/ know. The changes, the emotions, the flight were not fake." Though, there is a dryness to those last words, as if she already expects not to be believed.
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"Weyrwoman," H'kon greets, stepping forward from his dragon once Azaylia has arrived and seems more or less settled. Arekoth chirrumbles something to the gold with whom he'd shared the sands - if indirectly. Hraedhyth, too, gets a nod, and his, "I appreciate your coming," is said with gaze shifting between both of them. Eyebrows lift faintly. "I will not keep you long. But I would ask after that pendant you found." Pause. "Where it was."
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"H'kon." His name carried on a sigh, a wavering breath she only just realizes she's been holding. In the same instance, Hraedhyth sucks in a snort for Arekoth, a contrast to that pleasant greeting earlier. The gold shifts, claws biting into the stone of the ledge while she watches H'kon with a rapid gaze. "...'Course." Not as informal as it sounds, voice only found at the end of a much more diplomatic response. His question prompts a blink that's held for a quick wince until her face is forced back into that tired, not-quite neutrality. It's an excuse for her gaze to drop to the stone beneath her boots, "It was snowing. Badly. I, uhm... tripped." She shuffles forward, leaving it up to the brownrider to get out of her way or not, too focused on remembering. Closer to his weyr now, she stops to let her toes glide over what might be a dip worn into the rock... or her imagination. "Not sure." Her voice is not as resigned as she seems to be, not yet.
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H'kon does indeed give Azaylia ample space, keeping more than an arm's length from her, arms crossing over his chest as he watches. "Near the entrance then, somewhere," he muses, expression stoney, even more so than the usual Face. "Outside, though." He looks to where she's walked, thoughtful, falling into that broodiness a moment while his dragon turns an eye on him. It makes, "What brought you to my ledge?" the more sudden.
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The toe of Azaylia's boots are scuffed by her probing kicks, head still hanging heavily as she stares straight down. "Kind of. But yes, outside." She murmurs down at her chest, hands still worrying at the sides of her dress. Dark blue is made darker when she wipes her nerves off on the fabric, suddenly rumpled by fingers that grip tightly at his question. "I... had wanted to apologize." The nearby stool earns a glance from beneath her lashes, "''Again.''" Finally lifting her head she aims that miserable look away, only offering H'kon her tense shoulders and stiff back.
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"Hm," is all H'kon gives her for the confirmation, his own steps moving on the outskirts of Azaylia's stance once they're resumed, almost circling. "Hm," comes again to her explanation, as his eyes sweep over the area near the entrance to his weyr, glancing up briefly, and then continuing their scan when he sees only the back of her. He moves back around the same circuit he'd started, back toward Arekoth, who is now watching Azaylia with at least a mild interest.
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As Arekoth watches hers, Hraedhyth watches his. At each Hm, she answers with an agitated rumble, muzzle twitching as she keeps most of her teeth sheathed. Those that slip free, that always have, can't be helped. Azaylia's hands squeeze once, twice, "So," Confident tone fades as soon as the decision is made, "I'm..." Closing her eyes, she blocks out the sight of Arekoth, second attempt a weak mimic of H'kon's own curt tones. "I apologize." It fits as well as one would expect, shoulders drooping once it's realized. With one last wince she opens her eyes and turns to look at the brownrider, fingers abandon the dress to splay expectantly near her hips. "Is there..? Do you need anything else?" Voice is flat, lacking a hopeful lilt for either staying or going.
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If Hraedhyth earns herself a glance, it is not a worried one. Maybe so much time near her has made him more attuned. Maybe, he sees no need to worry until those teeth are as near as they were once before. "And I do not know what it is you've done that needs apologising to me." He takes another step back, nearer his dragon. Her question brings a faint lilt to his head, off to tone side, the shadow, only, of a negating shake. "I would ask the same of you," is forced, comes only once he's etched a frown and forced his head to lift into some mockery of a proud look. "With all that has been disclosed of late."
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Azaylia's uneasy look narrows into something sharper, Hraedhyth's suspicion shining through at H'kon's words. It doesn't linger, quickly replaced by guilt that seems all too fresh for what she has to say. "For not listening when you tried to warn me about... Aishani." It takes far too long for her to find a distant, polite tone for the Acting Weyrwoman's name. "For... h-hitting you." She sounds a few breaths away from being sick, again. With a swallow and a sharp sniff, "I don't know. I don't deserve--" No, she won't even burden him with that, "I don't know." Simply said.
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"Hm," is given again. H'kon's weight rocks from the balls of his feet to his heels, back to readiness again. "So now she has a name," H'kon decides after an uncomfortable bit of quiet, of looking to the stone just before the goldrider's feet. "And it is not a name of High Reaches." The darkness in his tone will stand in for other words to describe his fears or suspicions. He jerks his head to the side opposite that to which it had lilted moments earlier, peering sharply now past the edge of the ledge. "Azaylia is." It's said with a shrug, and all at once he's drawn up, more formal. "I am grateful for your answering my questions."
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The weyrwoman doesn't look to interrupt that quiet, discomfort accepted either out of patience or penance. It's only when he speaks that Azaylia realizes she's been staring at H'kon, through him, her own dark thoughts having stolen her away. For his matching mood, "My fault." The rest, along with her jerky motions, has surprise flashing in her gaze, pushed away after his shrug. "It ''is''." She insists, blurted words losing none of that conviction. Embarrassment weakens her resolve, "A-and if it's not? It ''will'' be." That she can promise. Finally her gaze drops to the stone between them, "You're welcome." Hraedhyth's focus shifts to her rider, the woman turning to return to her gold with unhurried steps.
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H'kon watches the goldrider carefully as she sets toward her dragon, pivoting slowly to keep fully faced to her. It's when she's gone about halfway that he offers, "I too went to her once. As a loyal rider should." The following, "Awareness is a strange thing," is softer, more to himself. And he will most assuredly wait, facing her, until Azaylia and Hraedhyth have taken their leave of his ledge.
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His addition doesn't keep Azaylia from climbing up, taking longer with only bunched muscles beneath hide and ridges to guide her. She pauses, pose awkward as a stray thought interrupts a swinging, straddling leg. Dropping down heavily, "H'kon is too, you know." To late to be profound, a smile tugs at her lips for a split second, "A name of High Reaches." Hraedhyth lurches off of the ledge with little warning, bone clubs spread and slowing her bulk into an easy glide down towards their ledge. Their harmony reaches out to Arekoth and his rider one last time, << Good night. >>
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With such a departure, likely they won't see the press of his lips together. They're gone by the time H'kon has closed his eyes, and stepped the remaining distance to Arekoth, where his hand presses against brown hide as Arekoth returns the wish of, << Good night, >> to Hraedhyth and hers.
  
The quest for a name is one that will go without resolution for now, cool gray eyes reflecting everything - and revealing nothing. Ulyana doesn't seem to catch that cue; she's far more interested in the pieces and parts she can fit together into something. The lapse between Lilah's words and her reply is an awkward span of time, one in which she's clearly parsing everything and letting it grind through the gears of her mind. Eventually: "I used to be able to make myself sick when I was younger. If I believed I was sick, I could give myself a sore throat, a cough - fever would come eventually on its own." She finally turns to start putting the scrolls away, but her words continue, flat and steady and free of judgment. "I have heard of women who would display all the signs of pregnancy without being pregnant. Who is to say that cannot happen to dragons, too? Perhaps she convinced herself she was ready. Perhaps she lied to herself."
 
  
"Because, dragon minds are not nearly as complicated and complex as ours," Lilah replies with the slight shake of her head in a gesture. "If she had tricked herself, she'd forget in a few days, before she ever rose. She may have displayed some signs of rising and then forgotten, or she might have suddenly rose, but she didn't do either." Her gaze still lingers on Ulyana, and this time, she asks, "What is your name?" before adding, "My dragon has never been mentally unstable, and the induced pregnancy, making yourself sick? Mindhealers have documented that it occurs when the person is under stress or otherwise unstable."
 
  
The scrolls are put away and Ulyana pivots neatly on a heel to face Lilah again. "That is disappointing to hear," she replies, with only a slight souring of her expression to further underscore that disappointment. The girl moves to retrieve another couple of books, though the question of her name arrests her only for a moment. "Ulyana of Crom Hold." No reciprocal question is asked; there is no need. A pause follows while she stacks the books, then: "Have you been under stress? Have you ever felt unstable?" Both questions are asked while she seeks to square her gaze against Lilah's own. "Before the flight? After? For no reason at all?"
 
  
For a moment, it seems as if Lilah must think she misheard the girl's questions, her gaze widening only slightly before narrowing again on the ex-Candidate. "I am not mentally ill, but /thank you/ for your concern," she says dryly, an edge of annoyance to her words even as she marks the girl's name with a tip of her chin sharply. Those dark eyes skim over Ulyana again, as if trying to determine something, but in the end the goldrider decides to turn on a heel and start in the direction she came.
 
  
"That is not one of the questions I asked." Ulyana, however, is plainly accustomed to this sort of response. There's little to determine of her that's not plainly on display; the unmoving, unblinking girl is peculiar in her flatness all around and this is only momentarily cracked when the goldrider turns on a heel. "I see," says she, and she remains as she is until Lilah's long gone and the books in her arms remind her of their presence through their weight.
 
 
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Latest revision as of 10:20, 21 April 2015

Questions
"And I do not know what it is you've done that needs apologising to me."
RL Date: 22 March, 2013
Who: H'kon, Azaylia
Involves: High Reaches Weyr
Type: Log
What: H'kon has a few questions. Azaylia answers them as best she can despite past issues.
Where: Arekoth's Ledge, High Reaches Weyr
When: Day 23, Month 4, Turn 31 (Interval 10)
Mentions: Aishani/Mentions


Icon h'kon justhisface.jpg Icon azaylia hm.jpg


Arekoth's Ledge, High Reaches Weyr


Narrow at first and then widening, this ledge unfurls like a tongue from the mouth of the weyr. Medium to large, it could likely hold one bronze or perhaps two smaller dragons. Unremarkable, the pockmarked surface is smooth in places and ruggedly chipped away in others. Within the holes and crevasses, mold is beginning to grow, safe there from things that scrape over the surface of the rock and showing the rather shadowed nature of this low-set ledge.


To Hraedhyth, Arekoth's almost formal, « Hraedhyth, » comes late in the evening, after the main supper hour. « We're on our ledge. » There's a brief passing-along of imagery, that ledge, the one that is pockmarked, the one that the brown knows the gold and hers know. « Will you come? » almost sounds like H'kon's voice, let alone his words.

To Arekoth, Hraedhyth lacks formality, savage howl whistling past thundering drums, « Arekoth. » Primal joy is felt as she barrels through the air, earthier dragon still sick of the ground after so much time stuck on the sands. « You are? » Mad cackling from her ranks, shocked that he's on his ledge. Shocked! Amusement is snuffed even as flames remain, roused by his, their, request. Drumstrikes are heavy with suspicion, « Why. » With no trace of her own lifemate's awareness.

« Questions. » All Hraedhyth's drums, all her hoards, are left to dissipate on their own. The brown has no imagery for this moment, just a vocal tone that is once again purely his. « Sometimes he gets ones that even I can't answer. » (Arekoth to Hraedhyth)

To Arekoth, Hraedhyth's jaws part in a snarl, hackles raised and ready to deliver what would have been a satisfying blow. Instead, she's held at bay by the smokey, floral scent which has wound its way into their conversation. Finally, « We come. » Stubborn contralto and whispery soprano speak as one.

The promise is acknowledged only with a repeated image of the ledge, and the faintest hint of a winter's cold. On that ledge, Arekoth has gathered himself off into a corner, halfway into his couch, to provide ample landing space, hide shining with fresh oil. H'kon is near him, that little stool, present from Azaylia, a bit back of him, the sleeves of his sweater rolled to his elbows, hands equally shiny, and probably even softened by his recent task. Both are clearly waiting.

Hraedhyth isn't subtle. Period. Even less so about having to drop from the heights above High Reaches Weyr in order to retrieve her rider. It doesn't take long until tawny gold is launching back into the air and landing with a heavy, purposeful WHUMP on their ledge. Her eyes are on both brown and his rider, all too reminiscent of her mood when guarding her eggs. Azaylia hop-slides down from the massive gold, hands smoothing her dress back down with little care thanks to her usual leggings. The goldrider's gaze shifts from Arekoth to H'kon, standing with only a little distance between her and Hraedhyth, and a lot between them. She changes that with a step, and then stops. She tries for a neutral expression, but there's a downwards pull at the edges of her lips, eyes just wide enough for it to be unnatural. She waits.

"Weyrwoman," H'kon greets, stepping forward from his dragon once Azaylia has arrived and seems more or less settled. Arekoth chirrumbles something to the gold with whom he'd shared the sands - if indirectly. Hraedhyth, too, gets a nod, and his, "I appreciate your coming," is said with gaze shifting between both of them. Eyebrows lift faintly. "I will not keep you long. But I would ask after that pendant you found." Pause. "Where it was."

"H'kon." His name carried on a sigh, a wavering breath she only just realizes she's been holding. In the same instance, Hraedhyth sucks in a snort for Arekoth, a contrast to that pleasant greeting earlier. The gold shifts, claws biting into the stone of the ledge while she watches H'kon with a rapid gaze. "...'Course." Not as informal as it sounds, voice only found at the end of a much more diplomatic response. His question prompts a blink that's held for a quick wince until her face is forced back into that tired, not-quite neutrality. It's an excuse for her gaze to drop to the stone beneath her boots, "It was snowing. Badly. I, uhm... tripped." She shuffles forward, leaving it up to the brownrider to get out of her way or not, too focused on remembering. Closer to his weyr now, she stops to let her toes glide over what might be a dip worn into the rock... or her imagination. "Not sure." Her voice is not as resigned as she seems to be, not yet.

H'kon does indeed give Azaylia ample space, keeping more than an arm's length from her, arms crossing over his chest as he watches. "Near the entrance then, somewhere," he muses, expression stoney, even more so than the usual Face. "Outside, though." He looks to where she's walked, thoughtful, falling into that broodiness a moment while his dragon turns an eye on him. It makes, "What brought you to my ledge?" the more sudden.

The toe of Azaylia's boots are scuffed by her probing kicks, head still hanging heavily as she stares straight down. "Kind of. But yes, outside." She murmurs down at her chest, hands still worrying at the sides of her dress. Dark blue is made darker when she wipes her nerves off on the fabric, suddenly rumpled by fingers that grip tightly at his question. "I... had wanted to apologize." The nearby stool earns a glance from beneath her lashes, "Again." Finally lifting her head she aims that miserable look away, only offering H'kon her tense shoulders and stiff back.

"Hm," is all H'kon gives her for the confirmation, his own steps moving on the outskirts of Azaylia's stance once they're resumed, almost circling. "Hm," comes again to her explanation, as his eyes sweep over the area near the entrance to his weyr, glancing up briefly, and then continuing their scan when he sees only the back of her. He moves back around the same circuit he'd started, back toward Arekoth, who is now watching Azaylia with at least a mild interest.

As Arekoth watches hers, Hraedhyth watches his. At each Hm, she answers with an agitated rumble, muzzle twitching as she keeps most of her teeth sheathed. Those that slip free, that always have, can't be helped. Azaylia's hands squeeze once, twice, "So," Confident tone fades as soon as the decision is made, "I'm..." Closing her eyes, she blocks out the sight of Arekoth, second attempt a weak mimic of H'kon's own curt tones. "I apologize." It fits as well as one would expect, shoulders drooping once it's realized. With one last wince she opens her eyes and turns to look at the brownrider, fingers abandon the dress to splay expectantly near her hips. "Is there..? Do you need anything else?" Voice is flat, lacking a hopeful lilt for either staying or going.

If Hraedhyth earns herself a glance, it is not a worried one. Maybe so much time near her has made him more attuned. Maybe, he sees no need to worry until those teeth are as near as they were once before. "And I do not know what it is you've done that needs apologising to me." He takes another step back, nearer his dragon. Her question brings a faint lilt to his head, off to tone side, the shadow, only, of a negating shake. "I would ask the same of you," is forced, comes only once he's etched a frown and forced his head to lift into some mockery of a proud look. "With all that has been disclosed of late."

Azaylia's uneasy look narrows into something sharper, Hraedhyth's suspicion shining through at H'kon's words. It doesn't linger, quickly replaced by guilt that seems all too fresh for what she has to say. "For not listening when you tried to warn me about... Aishani." It takes far too long for her to find a distant, polite tone for the Acting Weyrwoman's name. "For... h-hitting you." She sounds a few breaths away from being sick, again. With a swallow and a sharp sniff, "I don't know. I don't deserve--" No, she won't even burden him with that, "I don't know." Simply said.

"Hm," is given again. H'kon's weight rocks from the balls of his feet to his heels, back to readiness again. "So now she has a name," H'kon decides after an uncomfortable bit of quiet, of looking to the stone just before the goldrider's feet. "And it is not a name of High Reaches." The darkness in his tone will stand in for other words to describe his fears or suspicions. He jerks his head to the side opposite that to which it had lilted moments earlier, peering sharply now past the edge of the ledge. "Azaylia is." It's said with a shrug, and all at once he's drawn up, more formal. "I am grateful for your answering my questions."

The weyrwoman doesn't look to interrupt that quiet, discomfort accepted either out of patience or penance. It's only when he speaks that Azaylia realizes she's been staring at H'kon, through him, her own dark thoughts having stolen her away. For his matching mood, "My fault." The rest, along with her jerky motions, has surprise flashing in her gaze, pushed away after his shrug. "It is." She insists, blurted words losing none of that conviction. Embarrassment weakens her resolve, "A-and if it's not? It will be." That she can promise. Finally her gaze drops to the stone between them, "You're welcome." Hraedhyth's focus shifts to her rider, the woman turning to return to her gold with unhurried steps.

H'kon watches the goldrider carefully as she sets toward her dragon, pivoting slowly to keep fully faced to her. It's when she's gone about halfway that he offers, "I too went to her once. As a loyal rider should." The following, "Awareness is a strange thing," is softer, more to himself. And he will most assuredly wait, facing her, until Azaylia and Hraedhyth have taken their leave of his ledge.

His addition doesn't keep Azaylia from climbing up, taking longer with only bunched muscles beneath hide and ridges to guide her. She pauses, pose awkward as a stray thought interrupts a swinging, straddling leg. Dropping down heavily, "H'kon is too, you know." To late to be profound, a smile tugs at her lips for a split second, "A name of High Reaches." Hraedhyth lurches off of the ledge with little warning, bone clubs spread and slowing her bulk into an easy glide down towards their ledge. Their harmony reaches out to Arekoth and his rider one last time, « Good night. »

With such a departure, likely they won't see the press of his lips together. They're gone by the time H'kon has closed his eyes, and stepped the remaining distance to Arekoth, where his hand presses against brown hide as Arekoth returns the wish of, « Good night, » to Hraedhyth and hers.



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